Don’t Dare To Dream
CHAPTER 12: SELF ichigonya CHAPTER 12: SELF ichigonya

Don’t Dare To Dream

Do you have dreams? As in, do you have goals or aspirations that might seem a bit unrealistic but are still something you want to pursue and strive to achieve? Or maybe you used to have dreams, as a kid perhaps, but now in your adulthood, you have lost all sight of them. 

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My Reflection & Me
CHAPTER 12: SELF ichigonya CHAPTER 12: SELF ichigonya

My Reflection & Me

Some people say that your appearance does not define you, and I would like to agree with that sentiment. However, this world has continuously taught me that the two are so intertwined with one another that sometimes, it has become impossible for me to separate the two. My face has become who I am, and that in itself has led to more problems in my selfhood than I can count.

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Beautiful
CHAPTER 9: FILTHY ichigonya CHAPTER 9: FILTHY ichigonya

Beautiful

 When I first came out to my parents, I was 16 years old and I told them I identified as bisexual. My father didn't react in any particular way, but my mother said something immediately those words had left my lips:

"I thought you were a full-gay!"

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Is That Really Normal?
CHAPTER 9: FILTHY ichigonya CHAPTER 9: FILTHY ichigonya

Is That Really Normal?

 Gym dressing rooms. They were probably the single place in the entire school building that I was the most scared of. I remember entering the hallway on the basement floor that led to the dressing rooms, and the soul-crushing dread and fear that settled deep into my being. It wasn't just in my gut, it was everywhere; in my head, in my heart, arms, legs. Every inch of my body was screaming at me to not go there, but I knew I had no other choice. 

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I'll Be of Your Service!
CHAPTER 6: DISCONNECT ichigonya CHAPTER 6: DISCONNECT ichigonya

I'll Be of Your Service!

 When you were a child, did you have an imaginary friend? Someone completely fictitious that you had created in your mind to keep you company? Kids are extremely creative and they have a wild imagination, and imaginary friends are one manifestation of that creativity. It is all part of the play of pretend, which used to be my favorite kind of play.

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