CHAPTER 6: DISCONNECT

CHAPTER TYPE: SYMPTOM

"It's like a static in my brain, as if the reception has been lost. I look at myself doing things, but I'm not in control of any of it. I am nothing but an observer of my life, lacking contact to myself and my surroundings. Things have always just happened to me, and I have been forced to take them as they have been. And now, I feel like even my own body is not my own, in my control. I have never been able to decide for myself, other people have always done that without asking me. That cycle never seems to stop, even today, after all this time has passed. I wonder when they'll fix the telephone lines..."